Boring sunday!!!

没课上没工做的日子真是闷得发慌，早上起床后就去洗衣服，洗完衣服就没东西做了。明天就是tryer osce-一个决定我们生死的考试。说得好像很重要但我到现在都还没开始做准备。希望明天的考题是最容易的。在这边读书的日子把自己变成了一台读书的机器，没了以前朋友们的笑声，我觉得在这地球上只有我是孤独的。以前不管发生什么事我们都一起面对但现在我们都各分西东了。好想念你们！！！

nursing??????????????

从来没想过自己会进入这一行，本来对护理系根本一点好感也没有。在大家的鼓励下接受了这项挑战！刚开始的几个月真的很辛苦，每天上八小时的课，回到宿舍还要准备每天的小考，读到三根半夜！很眼圈已经变成我的标志！根恐怖的事每天必须爬山去学院！那座令人闻风丧胆的山名为Bukit tension! 每天所面对的压力有一半是被这座山造成的！当然它也有助于减少我近年来的赘肉！哈哈！上完两个月的课就被他们丢去医院了咯！在医院的日子其实并不好过，当人命放在你的手上时试问你如何可以放松呢？一切的辛苦都在病人出院时变得有价值！他们的一句谢谢把我们之前的辛苦都带走了。现在起要好好地珍惜在这边的日子了！

好久没进来了！

这几个月来面对了不少的考验，明白到幸福不是必然的！要得到一样东西但没努力去争取是没用的！在面对挫折后，我发现坐在一边等运到是很笨的举动！现在把心情收拾好继续往前冲吧！

such stupid mood

I actually dont really understand myself! I cant understand what i am doing lately.What i want and wha i will get! Someone may look good with u but actually that person will be the one that betrayed you.Such wrong concept have been kept in my mind for a long time! My mood is changing like the weather ! Sometime gud sometimes bad! But i think i have done the best to give myself a proove that i can make it!Even though this action will bring some negatif effect to me i still dare to do it! I dont care what other people will think of me but i really want to do it!Doin some action that u always dream about is the most exciting! I dunno where i get these power! Maybe is from him...........! He give me a lot of support! Thanks to u a lot although u stay far from me but u still willing to spend ur time with me! u are the second important man to me because papa is the most important man to me! u still play an important role in my life! Having is the great thing in my life so continue to support me lor!

sick

I sick again! This start since the day i donate blood and go 2 the camp.Ialways feel headache and tired.Yesterday start lao sai ler! My stomach pain until i decided 2 ponteng tuition classesI hate myself which always sick.I hate this ....................I still feel very tired 2day and the stomach still painful 2day.Although i was sick i still have 2 prepare for my trial in school on monday.Wiches i will recover soon!!!

请停止无聊

你们那无聊的举动令我觉得你们蛮幼稚的。过了的事又何必提呢？也许你们觉的很爽但我觉得你们已经超越了我所能容忍的极限。我的脾气也不是很好但觉得你们是朋友所以无所谓。请别把我对你们的好看成理所当然。你们的举动会烦到周围的人的话我会觉得不好意思的。过了就别在提。我很珍惜你们也请你们看看我的自尊心。拜托你们尊重我一点。

让悲伤溶化！！！

感情这个东西真的害人不浅！它可以另你快乐也能让你发愁。我是因为免疫了所以不觉得痛而在我身边的朋友们都在为感情烦恼！我觉得我们该把这烦人的问题抛开。我们应把这一生的包袱放下。凡事都不要太执着试着放开手。未来会有更好的在等着你。千万别为了眼前的他而错失了一直在你身边爱你的人。他和我一样都在等你发现他的存在。然而现在的你却对他视而不见。这会让你们受伤的。也许你在远处望着的他在这个复杂的关系中处理的不好而让你受伤了但你别忘了还有一个傻瓜在你背后给你依靠。而他的眼里可能只有你的存在。他就象我一样是那么的想保护你。所以希望你看东西要看多个角度以免错失良机。过去的就让它过去。悲伤总会随着时间的消失而溶化。感情没分对或错只有爱与不爱。请原谅我这个无能的朋友。走到累时就回一回头看看永远在你身后支持你的家人与朋友！！！希望你能早日领悟吧。好人一定有好报的！！！加油！！！